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Hey guys,who do read my blog. May be the following text would sound like a hate/proud message but I’m just confused and it won’t let me go. Sorry for mixing writing styles.

What’s wrong with being Russian? I hear and see so much crap about the country and people who lives there. What is going on? Are they less human? Yes,I’m agree, Russia isn’t the best country possible and not all people are nice but damnit who judges people by their government and bunch of idiots “That-I-Have-Seen-Once-Oh-They-Are-All-Jackasses”? Show me the ideal,please. Also, when someone craps,I guess that they forget about all inventions and all good that came from this or that country to form the world that we have now. It’s easier to relax brain and see only bad side? Ok, you can go now.

My teacher said once “If Russia would disappear,other wouldn’t have anything to gossip around”. May be she’s right? The country is large and surely there could live only dumb and aggressive people who’d offend other’s gentle asses!Yaaaaa,bad country,everyone is drunk or drugaddicted and creative ppl do not exist here,yaaa yaaa. Bullshit,damnit. But sadly,people do trust in it..

I’ve been studying English and German(not very successful in it) to communicate. To understand. Why others do not want to understand us?

Yes,we’re different. Russians are both different wrom western or eastern people. But why we should be hated by being different? Why we “suck” if we do not suit your standarts? Or may be it’s “pure” and “half-breed” stuff? Hello, World! Neither West nor East are being pure for a very long time! Things are assimilating.

May be I’m too Russian and I just don’t understand something very special I should be hated about?

Please,tell me.